D'awww... My little bishounen brother cosplaying as Sasuke!! Actually, I forced him to <3



And...yeah.... costume was made by me (and crappy photos taken by me as well)

Well, hey guys! >>; I've neglected yet again my live journal... eheh. SORRY. ごめんね！ *grovels*
So, in other news i've lately been obsessing over Near... HEH NATE RIVERS FTW <3 I'm going to name my child Nate Rivers So-and-so (even if its a girl) *insannnne*  \(*w*)/

LOL XD This was fun! Thanks  obsessedlove ~
But jeeze... 102 questions?? (-w-);
Heh. I'm sharkboy! But I think I was about to be Haku (ISFP)? well anyways, take the test here! <3



Kisame - ENFP - The Champion Idealist (The Inspirer)
The Champion Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in accomplishing their aims, and informative and expressive when relating with others. They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives. Champions strive toward a kind of spontaneous personal authenticity, and this intention always to "be themselves" is usually communicated nonverbally to others, who find it quite attractive. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.

So... um... I might join some RP communties here~ Since its the summer holidays (NZ gets 6 weeks!! >D) and i've got nothing else to do except try and find my stubborn shirt for my Homme Kirill cosplay and to organise some stuff... Oh wait, I forgot, I need to draw for peoples. OTL *lazy*
kurosaki_akane  is my idol!! *worships* I shall join her RP community, sigil_rp  since it sounds awesome (TwT)

Am I a manipulative conniving bastard? Thats what my so-called best friend told me.

THANK YOU L~ I WUV YOOOUUUU \>w</
L bought me copics... 8D As a very belated birthday present~ *happyhappy*

ITS SO FREAKIN' WINDY  \>A</
And its too cold to go outside ;_; Apparently in the South Island of New Zealand, the roads' and pavements' surfaces has been frozen :o
Dude, its so slippery that people are having concussions here, there, left and center. D; I'm glad I live in Auckland.
My computer has a bloody virus. A trojan too. Crap. And this bloody virus refuses to DIIIIIIEEEE >o< *keels with spork*
Ugh. I just remembered something. I actually had English homework to do these holidays and I left my freaking folder in my locker! *head desk*
Doujin Overload was okay, i'll do a full report with photos later. I'm feeling a bit lazy right now. >_>;;;

from today is is exactly one month until doujin overload!! :o
details are:

Date: July 8th 2007 Sunday
Time: 9am-5pm
Place: Hyatt Regency, Corner of Princes Street and Waterloo Quadrant Auckland New Zealand
Entry Fee: Free

also i've been thinking of (finally) actually starting a web manga... >_>
i'm currently thinking of names, settings, etc.
Its going to be called EXPERIMENT: angelic
the story will be about a band, science fiction (not that much...) and crossdressing!
oh and it'll be a shounen-ai manga too :'D
i'll soon make a website for it~ should i update the manga on dA as well on a individual website?

also anybody need a babysitter in auckland? i need money.... *dirt poor* >x<

cosplay cosplay cosplay
hee hee hee
only less than 40 days until doujin overload and i STILL haven't started on my ristuka costume :'3
actually, to tell you the truth i don't exactly know what i should do... >_>
aaannnnnddd now my oh so dear mother is kicking me off the computer
my parents are cruel to not put internet on my computer >_<

sorry 'bout the last post... i was just very upset at my parents ^^;

WHY DON'T WE JUST ALL GO EMO?
AND WORSHIP THE BLOODY DEVIL.
WE'LL ALL BE HAPPY THEN, HUH?
LETS ALL SLIT OUR WRISTS, LET THE BLOOD DRIP FROM OUR FINGERS, OKAY?
OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY
NO I'M NOT OKAY, THANKS FOR ASKING
just tghanks./

hah i've been neglecting my LJ again xD;
now~ what's been happening?
well, a few days ago i dislocated my little pinky :o it sorta went into a 90-degree angle :'D
netball is now on my dangerous sports and never play again list  =_=
its quite difficult to type with one hand, D;
i also might move... to my dad's workshop, since our family's not making enough money, we're going to sell the house and go and renovate upstairs of the my dad's workshop (which is going to get converted to a martial arts dojo)
i'm quite excited at the idea ^w^
but since we're going to be busy, i have no idea if i can still cosplay this year...
maybe i can, since i've already started on Halloween Town Sora's mask. :3

*hyperventaliates*

What does this look like to you?

Yeah? Yeah?
I want it. *pouts*
But my ps2 isn't modified. D;

xxxxxT A M A R A out

Read my story? :3
Its like a 2007 version of Little Red Riding Hood.
It was my english assignment. Eh. ^___^;


Beta'd by my talented friend, Twitchy.
Should I put this story on deviantart?


xxxxxT A M A R A out

My tooth hurtssssss. D;
Argh. O_<
Going to see the dentist on WEDNESDAY. WEDNESDAY?!
I'll be in pain all through the weekends and half of the week. X_____x
My filling came out when my other baby tooth right next to the tooth which is hurting (which seems to be falling out as well, due to a permanant tooth growing out from above) so now I have a hole in my tooth, and it refuses to budge and relieve this child of her painnnnn!

Not to mention my throat hurts as well. Gah?! Stupid unpredictable weather in Auckland....

I just realised I went a WHOLE day without my computer. *gasp*
Whats the big deal, you say? Its a BIG deal for me, I rely on my computer for EVERYTHING. >___<
Its like my drug. Not literally.

Mm... i forgot to say that my daddy fixed the camera! YESU!!



OMG. Gravitation manga = hilarious love!!
Manga is better than anime, I think that. Oh yes I do.

Dear God Mrs Radich The Person In Charge Board of Trustees,

Baradene College of the Sacred Heart sucks.
Please blow it up fix this problem.

Thank you,


Yours Hatefully Sincerely

Tamara C.N

Things I want to get and /might/ be able to get. 8D
Currently has: $22.20
....
*fails*;_;

Manga:
Loveless 2,4,5,6,7
Ouran High School Host Club 5,6,7
Naruto 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10
Deathnote 1,2,3,4,5,6~
Kingdom Hearts
Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories

Anime:
Beyblade 3,4,5~
HunterxHunter (1st season)
Naruto episodes 197+
King of Bandits: Jing (ALL)
Kyou Kara Maou episodes 40+
Loveless (real actual in-a-case DVD set, not downloads. EBAYYY :'D)

Games:
PS2 Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix+
GBA Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories

Music:
My Chemical Romance: Welcome to the Black Parade
Fall Out Boy: Infinity on High
Evanescence: The Open Door

Figurines:
KH2 Axel
KH2 Roxas
KH2 Sora

Plushies:
Demon Naruto
Bat Sasuke
Roxas
Ritsuka (probably have to make one >_<)

Other:
KH2 official strategy guide
Collar and leash (BONDAGE!)
Laptop (with Windows Vista) or at least a new computer with a flat screen monitor.
Purple butterfly bed clothes
Black (clip-on) Cat ears and tail
Mp3 player
A new flashy phone
My very own apartment (impossible xD)

xxxxxxxxTAMARA OUT

These are tears of JOY!
I just went to this shop: http://graphicnovelcafe.co.nz
And their manga is CHEAP. Cheaper than Borders. ;D But /very/ limited. D:
Over there at GNC, I bought Ouran High School Host Club volumes 1 & 2 for 15NZ$ <3 Thats cheap to me considering how expensive NZ is. Dx
I was actually suppose to buy Deleter markers when I got there, but they ran out. o_o; So i'm gonna have to wait next month. >_<
So I spent my 100NZ$+ on mangaaa~~
Then I went exploring in the city and bought more manga at Borders. (I know, I know ;3) I bought OHHC 3 & 4 (18NZ$?! DDDx) and Loveless 1 & 3. They didn't have 2 or 4 in stock, so I was like: TT______________TT at the counter girl. xD;;
At first I thought I almost didn't have enough, until the counter person said that there was a a 20% discount for students. Heh. I'm glad I bought my Nightmare Before Christmas wallet instead of just stuffing my cash into my pocket. *eye glint*

RABURABURABU
I've been waiting to buy the Loveless manga ever since I watched the anime <3
LOVELESS IS BEAUTIFUL ART. <333333
*______________________________________*

EDIT: Ugh. Woops. Dx
I actually forgot about KHII Final Mix. DDDD;
Now I have to sacrifice my lunch money... but how am I going to get 120$ by the end of March when I only get 20$ a week?!
Such a tragedy, only 14 and worried about making money, spending money, saving money, etc.
....Life sucks. And don't I know it.

xxxxxxxxxxxTAMARA OUT.

*drools*
Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix is now on selling on Trademe!!!
I'm definately getting it... if I can get 120$+ by March 29th. xD;
I doubt it... but I can if I sacrifice my copic marker savings I can buy it...
ARGH! >_<

*uncontrollable drooling*


I want it! I want it!
*weeps*

FINE
I'LL GET A JOB THEN.
But how the hell am I going to get a job at 14?!

Hah.
This is what i'm currently working on.



He's representing me at Doujin Overload, a small convention (yes?) in Auckland, July 2007.
I'll be cosplaying as him... I think.
But I might make a Yukata version. It'll make me look pretty . *shot*

If you can't see the collar, it says "UKE" 8D;
And i'm not gonna tell you what the small sign/card/whatever says. >_>;

I've just watched 'Babe' for the first time in my life.
Omgggg. *weeps* It...was... so CUTE! >w<
Talking animals = <3
I liked the duck, Ferdinand. He's so funny. xD;
"I'm allergic to cats."
OMG. BABE! SO CUTE.
And the dancing farmer. xDDDD

I need money. ;_____________________;
MONEY MONEY MONEY.
*obsesses*
Money = second love next to anime

Omg. O_o;;
Strangest thing happened today.
On the bus home today, I was organising my folder with all my drawings in it (I was hidden in my seat!) and a girl was staring at it and at me. And I was like, O_o;; at the girl and she was like, *o* at me. Wierd? Yes.
Then she said. "You know what? I want to become an Anime artist! ^___^ *bright smile*"
And I was like. O_O WTF?!
Inner Tama: HOSHEEAHT?! How does she know what anime is?!
Tama: IDON'TKNOW?!! ADFSDDFFDS. And doesn't she mean MANGA? Or does she mean anime as in animator? Or... what? asfhasgfdjahdsad. *mental breakdown dance in mind*
Inner Tama: Dude, your having a mental breakdown. ==;
(Please note that NZ isn't that anime influenced, alot of people think that anime is a chinese lolly. I should know, I told this guy on my bus that it was... and he believed me. 8D)
While my brain was still trying to process what she said, she goes and asks: "Can I please see your drawings? *sparkle sparkle*"
And while I was blinded by her sparkling, I handed over my folder to her eager hands with hesitation.
Then she swooped off to her original seat with my beloved folder.
After a few seconds, she screams out at me from her seat: "OMG! You're my idol!"
And I was like: "O_____________O;;;;"
And everyone else on the bus was like: "O_________________o;;;"
Then it was Emi's stop, she got on the bus and I was like: "FREAKY FANGIRL ALERT. EMI-CHAN!" as I pointed at the girl (who's name was Indy. o_o) And Emi was like: O____o;;;;;;;;
Yesh. I should stop there. But I /was/ freaked, considering my art is crappy. 8D
LAWL.

I have a new love. And it is called the Jesse McCartney.
...
Only because he was the voice actor for Roxas in the US version of KHII. *shot*
Emi: ==;;; *hides gun and stalks off*